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Went to bed early last night around 10:40pm. I was sound asleep and having a good dream about having an office meeting and addressing some issues that need to be called upon.

I end up waking up at around 3:30am to go to the bathroom. I guess I had too much iced tea last night and I usually don't go to bed with a dry mouth so I keep it moist...plus the lack of moisture in my bedroom sucks which reminds me to get a humidifier.

I try to go back to bed and I get a random text from someone saying to "back the hell off my girlfriend!"

So I replied back, "wrong person, please check the number and try again." Hoping that would do the trick. But the guy kept texting me telling me to "back the hell off". Finally I said, "I ain't interested in her and all women that way, so please leave me the fuck alone!" and before I could let him text back, I said, "once I find out who this is, I'll make sure YOU back the hell off!"

As if.

Crush

So there's this guy. He seems really nice and easy to talk to, but every time he corners me into a private conversation, I start to blush and get flustered. I think it has to do with him putting his arm around me in a "buddy / bro-mance" sort of way as he speaks softly into my ear.

Yes, I'm aware that he's straight. But do straight dudes do that often with their fellow straight dude friends? I don't even know if he's aware that I bat for the rainbow express or not. I know for sure he's gay-friendly because he's stated before that gays don't bother him. (Maybe he's bi?) So, assuming he's aware, whenever there's talk about relationships and dating, he mentions girls and would never ask me if I'm seeing any.

I don't want to let myself get into this spiderweb of awkwardness, but I'm still human. And most of the time, whenever I pass him by or we make eye contact, I just want to kiss his neck and whisper naughty slurs in his ear.

That is all for now.

Stating the obvious

Sometimes I wonder if our office manager ever runs out of things to do. The reason for this is when things get busy towards the last 2 weeks of every month, he will go around and tell us what needs to be done.

Sure, one might think that he's just doing his job and I'm all for it - but the thing is, we all know how to do our job. Nothing has changed since the beginning of the new year. It's almost like routine already. We go through cycles of what needs to be filled in the order they always come in.

By the 15th of every month, we are aware that medications are being ready to be shipped out so they are placed in certain areas where it's easily accessed by our delivery team. Yet, somehow our office manager still continues to instruct us as if we're new employees and we don't know what the hell is supposed to happen next.

I thought all this time, that's all I've been doing. I can't stand having someone breathing behind my back and micro-managing what I'm doing. It affects the workflow and speed of my system, not to mention it gets me irritated to an already crowded work area where there's no consideration for safety or prevent any hazardous casualties from happening.

But I have to keep cool. Or do I dare wait for the other shoe to drop?